Close My Eyes

How do I get here every single morning

When my eyes burn so

My head so cloudy

Eyelids close won't open

I lay n bed

Warm

Shut shut the light

The world

Every

One

Shut my sore eyes and don't come back

Plug me in to the music

Please

Give me a week

To be still and dark

The waves in my heart too endless

The lists in my head too endless

Heavy

Aching

Sit

Hear the rain

Music metal and loud

Just sitPlease don't drag me out of here

Let me sit awhile....

Just

So I can breathe

So I don't break....

Into millions of pieces